February 2012
5 posts
나를 부르셨습니다
“나의 사랑을, 나의 영을 맛보게 하는 샘물이 되어라”
처음엔 할 수 있다고 생각했지만
어느 순간부터 목이 말라오고 배가 고프기 시작했습니다
견딜 수 있다, 견뎌야 한다 생각했지만
내 안의 모든 것이 고갈되고 난 힘없이 쓰러져 버렸습니다
내 생각으로, 내 뜻대로 만들어질 수 있는 샘물이 아니었습니다
하지만 난 내가 샘물을 만들 수 있다 생각했지요
쓰러지고 나서도 한참 후에야 내 입술이 고백하더랍니다
“난 할 수 없어요…”
그리고 그제서야 한 방울, 두 방울
영원의 촉촉함이 내 몸 속을 다시금 적셔옵니다
세상을 향했더라면 허공에 흩어져 버렸을 파장이었을 것이며
나를 향했더라면 내 머리 속에서 울리고 또 울림으로 남았을 메아리였을 것입니다
하지만 당신을 향했기에 결코 파장도, 메아리도 아니었습니다
허공을 향해 소리치고 내 자신의 답답함에 눈물을 흘렸다 생각했지만
내 안의 당신께서 듣고 계셨고, 내 안의 당신께서 꼭꼭 씹어삼키신,
나의 어리석고 부족하며 눈물 섞인 울부짖음이요
당신께선 그것을 기도라 칭하셨습니다
나의 울부짖음 한 마디, 한 글자도 땅에 떨어지지 않게 하시는 당신
나의 눈물 한 줄기, 한 방울도 혀로, 또 심장으로 맛보시는 당신
눈물의 울부짖음 속에서 당신의 자녀가 잉태됨을 아시기에
산 넘어 산의 시련을 통해 아픔을 허락하십니다
그러나 당신은 사랑이시기에
묵묵히 그 큰...
With Him
Your silence speaks louder than your words; Your stillness works greater than your actions.
December 2011
1 post
Sin of Korean Christians
The following has been written by Dr. Joon-Gon Kim of Korea Campus Crusade for Christ. Apologies in advance for the hasty translation:
한국 크리스천의 죄
“내 이름으로 일컫는 내 백성이 그 악한 길에서 떠나 스스로 겸비하고 기도하여
내 얼굴을 구하면 내가 하늘에서 듣고 그 죄를 사하고 그 땅을 고칠지라”(대하 7:14).
이 엄청나고 가혹한 민족적 비통과 시련의 책임을 일차적으로 우리 크리스천이 져야 하겠다.
“겨레여, 우리를 용서하라.”고 외치는 에스더의 구국 기도 같은 것이 일어나야겠다.
여순 반란 사건, 6•25사변, 4•19의거, 5•16혁명, 박 대통령의 서거, 해방 후 국난이...
November 2011
4 posts
Doraemon: Anthropology project →
Are you bored? DO THIS SURVEY! :-)
mjung454:
Dear friends and whom it may concern, My name is Matthew Jung and I am currently a third year in college. I am requesting your permission to do a fieldwork assignment for my anthropology class, and the assignment would involve a questionnaire. *Sorry, but you must be 18 to take this survey* …
An Update on Thailand Flood Situation
Below is a copy of a Facebook message from P’Jet, one of the Thailand CCC staff members. Please read and continue to pray for Thailand — start praying for them if you haven’t already done so!
Sis and Bro, Thanks for praying with and for us Thais! The worst flood in Thailand is still~~ Bangkok is still under water. God has been moving mightily for His name sake! As my team and I...
Staying on the Path of Purity
anger anger again bitterness sadness tears brokenness more tears anger again frustration explosion BOOM joy excitement smile explosion again darkness silent screaming chaos stillness confusion
A list of only a few of various states of my own mind I’ve experienced during tonight’s prayer time. Goodness, I had no idea how quickly the state of my mind could change from one to another. I...
July 2011
3 posts
“If for some reason you do not receive this email, please let me know.”
– (via clientsfromhell)
“The only problem we have with the website is, when my friend loads it on his...”
– (via clientsfromhell)
May 2011
2 posts
The Movie Doc: The Ending of Toy Story 3: What... →
themoviedoc:
Unlike some of their competitors, Pixar always understood the value of storytelling. Their movies are not only highly entertaining, but they also send you on an emotional journey.
Toy Story 3 is quite spectacular that way and Lee Unkrich must be pulling the right strings, because most of…
March 2011
7 posts
Watchcinemajukebox:
The Godfather // Francis Ford Coppola (1972)
Simply epic!
What’s Your Six-Word Love Story? →
eunisaur:
My favorite: “Waiting for us to be brave”
February 2011
12 posts
jeon? pajeon?
me: change my e-mail to
XXXXXXXXX@XXXXX.XXX please??
and can you forward it to hester
(hesterpajeon@XXXXX.XXX) in
case she's interested?
unless she told you she wasn't
interested
Andy: i dont even know who she
is...
?
me: HESTER
HESTER
HESTER JEON
Andy: o
lol
pajeon
me: -_____-
Andy: i got confused
me: HAHAHAHHAHA
a ? on my mind
죄책감이란 어디서 생겨나는 것일까.
누군가 내 안의 어딘가에 죄책감의 씨앗을 뿌려놓는 것일까. 그의 말 한 마디가, 나누는 생각 한 자락이, 취하는 행동 하나가 내 안의 어딘가에 죄책감이란 열매를 낳는 씨앗으로 떨어지는 것일까.
하지만 누군가 내 안에 죄책감을 던져넣기 보다는… 만약 내 생각 한 자락이, 내 말 한 마디가, 내 상상 한 장면이, 내 행동 하나가 그 무거운 개념의 시작으로 자리잡는 것이라면?
그렇게 따지자면 - 내 자신이 죄책감의 시작으로 자리잡는다 가정했을 때 - 그 어떤 것과 어느 누구에도 난 당당할 수 있다는 얘긴데, 도대체 내 안의 무엇이 내 안을 불편하고도 무거운 개념으로 헤집어 놓는 것일까. 난 내 안의 어디에 구속되어 있는 것이고, 어떤 사슬이 입을 무섭게 벌린 채...
Watchthemoviedoc:
cinemajukebox:
Good Will Hunting // Gus Van Sant (1997)
Sean: Thought about what you said to me the other day. About my painting. Will: Oh Sean: Stayed up half the night thinking about it. Something occurred to me. I fell into a deep, peaceful sleep and haven’t thought about you since. You know what occurred to me? Will: No Sean: You’re just a kid. You don’t have the...
YOU create the demand for Human Trafficking!
humantraffickingexists:
From watching Pornography on the internet
From attending strip clubs and “legal” brothels
From paying attention to sexual music videos, television shows, etc
From not caring and letting it go on
It’s time to RAISE THE AWARENESS
the guy with nonpareil EVERYTHING...
theyuniversity:
Uhhh…… They clearly do not know about THIS MAN with NONPAREIL EVERYTHING:
HEE…HEE……HEEEEEEEE………… <3
Watchalexaly:
JESSE EISENBERG…. how much weirder can you get man. Love it.
I want to put this video on repeat forever and ever and ever! AH……….
January 2011
3 posts
gchat with Mom = FUN
me: 엄마! 뭐해?! ("Mom! What's up?")
Chunli: yangchi ("양치"; "brushing my teeth")
me: HAHAHAHHAHA
잘려고? ("About to go to bed?")
난 이제 들어왔어 ㅠ_ㅠ ("I just got back")
Chunli: mohae? ("뭐해?"; "what's up?")
me: 지금 들어왔지 ~ ("I just got back")
음 ("Mmm")
Chunli: no
me: 아까 순원이랑 만나서 차 마시고 수다떨고 ("Met up with a SW earlier")
6시에 교회 갔다와서 ("Went to 6pm service")
기도모임 갔다가 지금 오는거야 ("Just getting back from a prayer meeting")
Chunli: prepare for meeting GOD
me: HAHAHAHAHHA
엄마? ("You?")
엄마 내일 아침 기도 때문에? ("For tomorrow's morning prayer?")
Chunli: WHY?
NO RIGHT NOW
me: -____-
지금 기도할 준비 한다고? 성경 읽을 거라고? ("Getting ready to pray? About to read the Bible?")
SO DAP DAP HAE ("너무 답답해"; "so frustrating")
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ("LOL")
Chunli: YES
me: 오 알았어 ("Oh okay")
Chunli: are u everything ok?
me: 응! ("Yeah!")
체한것 같아... 으 ("I feel sick in my stomach... Ugh")
추운 날씨에 막 돌아다녀서 그런가..? ("Perhaps from walking around in cold weather?")
Chunli: ddong ssa. ("똥 싸."; "Go poop.")
me: .............. 엄마 ("Mom")
제발................. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ("Please...")
December 2010
16 posts
I'm Sorry
As I’m sitting in my dorm room, by myself, I hear the white noise coming from the fridge, along with the incessant noise of New York City. And my heart feels so…empty. As much as my family continues to remain a big cross for me to carry throughout my life, it is my family that I cannot stop loving.
I can’t help but to feel nothing but sorry to my beloved, as I sit and realize...
VISIONCONFERENCE2011_COMPLETE
hjmuhn:
If you’re an Asian Come out to Vision Lol just kidding
Everyone & anyone is invited To come & enjoy the spirit The fire burning
Vision Conf. aint no simple retreat It’s where we will be COMPLETE In Christ sacrificing
So if you didn’t sign up yet Hurry! Don’t blame your budget Our God is waiting.
http://visionconferenceny.com/register.php
“For in Christ lives all the...
"STUPID"
A random New Yorker just called me “Stupid”.
I was walking on E 14th St., then I got a text message from a friend. I have a hard time keeping up with the crowd while texting, so I have a tendency to slow down, or even stop in the middle of the street. That’s what happened tonight, as always. As I was busy texting with my frozen fingers, I heard a woman’s voice saying,...
A Lovely Overnight Getaway
I took a random (but planned!) overnight trip to Rutgers yesterday.
Although I was telling others (and myself) I was heading down to New Brunswick “to get a better picture on Vision Fair layout” and “to see my mission kids, Eunice and BK”, I think all I really wanted was a getaway from unending honking of yellow cabs, obnoxious drill noises of construction sites, and...
